them and what did you think after? >> well, you know, if anybody ever did that to me, i'd never stay with somebody who did that. but, you know, this is in the book. but the reason i wrote about it and the reason i decided to include that story is because there are women out there, some men, who are experiencing this who think they're so ashamed, they feel guilty, they feel it's their fault, they don't deserve to be safe, they don't know what they're thinking. it's like, i know, it happened to me. carole king with financial success and all these things, i wanted people to know, it's not your fault. and there's a little box in the book that says, if this is happening to you, get in touch -- >> and you give a number. we talk about carole king, though, i did not know -- number one, a teenage mom. you have four children. but had you your children very early. here are you this teenager where you go to atlantic records and say, i want somebody to listen to my tapes. you take a train there and you say, i'm here, i'm carole king, i want -- you weren't carole king at the stime.